So, possibly I recover to quickly. Or, maybe I have just trained myself to stop caring quite so much. I don't really know my reason. But when i was with him, I hated it when he wouldn't call. But, now that we aren't together, I really don't miss him that much. Of course, he hasn't really given me the opportunity. lol

I am going out this weekend and I am going to have an absolute blast. Don't know what I am going to do, but I do know one thing. I am not going to hold back. I am going to truly have fun, and not worry about what Nick may think. Because I know that never crossed his mind when we were dating. Or, if it did, not near often enough. I love my life, I love my son, and I love my friends and family. I don't need a man to keep me company, or keep me content. I need my own happiness, and i am going to keep looking until i find ever bit of it. And then, maybe when I am happy, I will settle down. Have a real house with a real family. Not a pretend kind like what I have had in the past. Bye for now, that is only half of what I have to say, but I will end with this:

I move on like a sinners prayer

And letting go like a levee breaks

Walk away as if I don't care

Learn to shoulder my mistakes

Or built to fade like your favorite song

Get reckless when there's no needLaugh as your stories ramble on

Break my heart, but it won't bleed

My only friends are pirates

That's just who I am

But I'm better as a memory than as your man.

Much love to all my beautiful friends. *MUAH*